Monday, November 23, 2009

i feel good, i feel awesome!

got my result last friday and i can now proudly call myself a 2nd-year medical soon-to-be~
can't wait for next semester and can't wait for the new challenge!
definitely going to work harder and make my family and friends proud. =D

have been playing hard ever since the last paper ended. lol.
man! life is good!!!!!!
having crazy ideas on my mind and am going to bring them out soon.
i just wanna spend this holidays with people whom i care, i love, i miss, i treasure.
and when i look back, i can have a big big smile on my face, feeling sweet deep in my heart.

just got home and i am already missing my friends at IMU like mad.
miss shopping and gossiping with kris, miss fooling around and laughing with becky, miss every meal with the boys, etc. etc.
man. i think i will spam them at facebook and text them like a lunatic. xp

will be travelling around a lot and i can't wait for all the road trips!
can't believe i was mugging like mad just 2 weeks ago and now i can finally relax, do whatever i feel like doing.
the best thing of all, i can feel no guilt stoning anytime, anywhere, sleeping for more than 8 hours everyday and facebook-ing like nobody else's business. XD

screaming: HELLO HOLIDAYS AND SEMESTER 3!!!!!!!!! LOL.

cheerio~

Saturday, November 7, 2009

freaking out!!!!

imagine, sitting at home, studying for hours, doing nth else but staring at the notes, trying to stuff everything into your tiny little brain.
life-less! totally and utterly life-less!
a short nap makes me guilty and staying up till the morning makes me dizzy.
what's wrong with me?

one whole week of studying! but i am not even sure if i have everything at my finger tips.
man! i just want to PASS eos.
i just want to PASS eos.
i just want to PASS eos.
i just want to PASS eos.

it's weird when you come to a term that passing is a bliss and it's not about getting an A anymore.
it's another level of life and i...
can't think of any word to describe the messed-up feelings i have in me right now.

=(

Friday, October 30, 2009

still me.

thought i would be so depressed that i would lose myself, things turn out to be positive! =D
i get to know myself better and learn to handle stress smarter.
have been mugging for 4 nice days. am officially a professional nerd! yea baby!
4 days, glad to know helpful humble people. have been getting kind advice from the seniors and friends and they have been helping me so much. thank you, wonderful people!

11 more days to go and yes, i am nervous bout the exam.
still have piles and piles of lecture notes to go through, bless me!

missed the Halloween party which was held 3 hours ago..=(
never mind! next year! i shall party hard! =D

miss home!

cheerio~

Monday, October 26, 2009

it's the exam season!

guess what. i am studying like there's no tomorrow.
and i hope every tomorrow comes slowly, and best, if it never comes.
sob. i so don't have enough time to finish piles and piles of lecture notes that are gracefully lying on my study table, in my bag,and on my rack! it's everywhere! *scream*
Katherine, you have no choice but to f*** your next 15 days, memorising 80+++ lecture notes.
i am currently attached to the library, gonna stay there 24/7.
and i am currently very very in love with food, studying makes me hungry 24 hours.
and i am currently dead falling head over heels with my lecture notes, can't take my eyes off them at all.

to my surprise, this, is the place, my blog, that i visit most often to release my stress, and more to my surprise, it helps.
hanging on there, another 15 days to go.
i have no idea how many times i have to tell myself that 'you can do it', 'you have got to do it', 'you will make it' blah blah blah. it's sickening, but (i hate 'but') ironically, i have nothing else that i can think of to tell myself to motive the crazy ME.
okie. enough of stupid complaint and time for enzyme kinetics. *plurk*
psycho in the house. deng deng deng.

wait wait wait. with my very last shreds of sanity, i swear, i am going to bring crazy and fun back right after exam!

cheerio~

Saturday, October 17, 2009

can't be bothered bout the title.

phew.
insanely proud of myself after washing the toilet.
was battling in the toilet like forever.
that, was my 1st time washing a toilet.
fat once told me that it feels great after seeing the toilet looking dazzling clean after washing it all by yourself and it gives a feeling of satisfactory that nothing else can give.
i can somehow understand it.
yea, i do feel happy to see my toilet looking 'beautifully' fresh!
but, i lose all my appetite and i feel bad for myself and i don't know why.
T.T
loathe and love washing toilet.
bah. woman. always self-contradicting.
boo you toilet!!!!!!

it's raining now and it's soothing listening to the raindrops hitting on my window.
good day after all. good day. =)

exam's coming in less than a week. yes, i am panicking.
exam spins my head right round right round~
have got to bury my head in my notes!
wish me luck!

cheerio~

Sunday, October 4, 2009

a dream is a wish that your heart makes..
and i dream of you..

xoxo

Saturday, September 12, 2009

interesting.

i admit, i can never age gracefully.
was so happy when i got this e-mail:


HOW TO STAY YOUNG


1.
Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay 'them'

2.
Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down..

3.
Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.'
And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.


4.
Enjoy the simple things.

5.
Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath..

6.
The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.

7.
Surround yourself with what you love , whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.

8.
Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9..
Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next country; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.

10.
Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER
:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away.

phew. love the idea of the mail.

cheerio~